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160.
No, that's not last week's paycheck.
That's my goddamn WEIGHT. I haven't weighed this much since high school, when I was in a daily mode of food-for-comfort. (Keep in mind my ideal weight for my body type, lifestyle, and height is something around 140-145...)
I can't get into any of my jeans, even assuming they were clean. ;_; Friday is jeans day at work, and I'm the only one in a loose skirt and pantyhose. Thank god for the "It's Laundry Night" fallback. x.x' I really need to get to the gym.
On the bright side, I only had 1200-1300 calories today (which leaves room for a little dessert later!), and the doubled Happy Pill dosage is actually working. I haven't felt like killing anyone since Tuesday. Hm.
Down side is that I also haven't been on LJ much lately, reading or writing, so... yeah. Lemme know if anything big happened, yeah? I'm behind on everyone like whoa.
Rekindled my love for Neopets, and if y'all ever get the chance, play 'Insanaquarium' on MSN Games.com (under Action and Trivia, I think). It's so damn mindless and addictive, even the other receptionists dig watching me play. Which is impressive, given my deeply-rooted ennui of most online games these days. Bejeweled 2? Passe. Infinite Crosswords? Booooring. Mozaki Blocks? Puh-leeeze. Insanaquarium? I've played it from about 10-4:45 and made it to level 2-5. THAT is how mindless and easy it is. (There is no timer, just point-click-fishies an' shit.) I go up in levels when I get tired of clicking on the diamonds and killing the big fish, so I can start with the small fry again. Puzzle Inlay gets a distant second for amusement, but you only get the first 10 levels free, which is about 20 minutes of diversion. Boo.
Oh, I'm reading for pleasure for the first time in years. Devoured Dalby's The Tale of Murasaki, and I'm going to start on The Borgia Bride whenever I get the next stretch of fuckall at work. (Don't tell me if it's good or bad, tho'... I'm easily amused so most books are good. Hell, I still read stuff from the young adult sections if they look remotely interesting. Screw quality, I want pretty covers an' steamy Harlequin crap for at-work time wastin'.)
If the book plan fails, there's always crafting. I can pre-cut some stuff and do hand-stitching at work. Yesh.
Aaaaand that's all for now.
I'm poor, fat, and stuck in a crap job until at least August. Boo. Not liking this trend one bit.
Tally:
Mom: $1000 + monthly rent (300-400)
VISA: $1200 and counting
Car: $400 in repairs ASAP, plus a badly-needed bath...
Gas: $100/month (damn rising prices)
Savings: $300/month whenever I end up crawling out of this damned hole.
After that, it's icing on the cake if I can scrape anything together. [Did I mention I owe![[livejournal.com profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-userinfo.gif)
lord_sojourn something like 500 bucks or more by this point?]
Oy.
No, that's not last week's paycheck.
That's my goddamn WEIGHT. I haven't weighed this much since high school, when I was in a daily mode of food-for-comfort. (Keep in mind my ideal weight for my body type, lifestyle, and height is something around 140-145...)
I can't get into any of my jeans, even assuming they were clean. ;_; Friday is jeans day at work, and I'm the only one in a loose skirt and pantyhose. Thank god for the "It's Laundry Night" fallback. x.x' I really need to get to the gym.
On the bright side, I only had 1200-1300 calories today (which leaves room for a little dessert later!), and the doubled Happy Pill dosage is actually working. I haven't felt like killing anyone since Tuesday. Hm.
Down side is that I also haven't been on LJ much lately, reading or writing, so... yeah. Lemme know if anything big happened, yeah? I'm behind on everyone like whoa.
Rekindled my love for Neopets, and if y'all ever get the chance, play 'Insanaquarium' on MSN Games.com (under Action and Trivia, I think). It's so damn mindless and addictive, even the other receptionists dig watching me play. Which is impressive, given my deeply-rooted ennui of most online games these days. Bejeweled 2? Passe. Infinite Crosswords? Booooring. Mozaki Blocks? Puh-leeeze. Insanaquarium? I've played it from about 10-4:45 and made it to level 2-5. THAT is how mindless and easy it is. (There is no timer, just point-click-fishies an' shit.) I go up in levels when I get tired of clicking on the diamonds and killing the big fish, so I can start with the small fry again. Puzzle Inlay gets a distant second for amusement, but you only get the first 10 levels free, which is about 20 minutes of diversion. Boo.
Oh, I'm reading for pleasure for the first time in years. Devoured Dalby's The Tale of Murasaki, and I'm going to start on The Borgia Bride whenever I get the next stretch of fuckall at work. (Don't tell me if it's good or bad, tho'... I'm easily amused so most books are good. Hell, I still read stuff from the young adult sections if they look remotely interesting. Screw quality, I want pretty covers an' steamy Harlequin crap for at-work time wastin'.)
If the book plan fails, there's always crafting. I can pre-cut some stuff and do hand-stitching at work. Yesh.
Aaaaand that's all for now.
I'm poor, fat, and stuck in a crap job until at least August. Boo. Not liking this trend one bit.
Tally:
Mom: $1000 + monthly rent (300-400)
VISA: $1200 and counting
Car: $400 in repairs ASAP, plus a badly-needed bath...
Gas: $100/month (damn rising prices)
Savings: $300/month whenever I end up crawling out of this damned hole.
After that, it's icing on the cake if I can scrape anything together. [Did I mention I owe
lord_sojourn something like 500 bucks or more by this point?] Oy.
